I am not sure if I should be saying thanks to Bea or Liz for sharing. Thanks so much for sharing. This reminded me for the many times I felt weak and challenged spiritually. When I had no desire to fight or stay in the fight. Yet some how something always pulled me back to where I needed to be. It came from no desire of my own. Yet the desire to do what was right, what I needed to do, came and stayed.
At these time I always believed that someone was praying for me and that allowed God to work in me. I often attributed these prayers to my grandmother when she was alive. Every morning she read and prayed through all her children and Grandchildren. Some how that gave me comfort.